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    May 31

    旧爱

    前几天同事忽然在办公室吟了一句偈语“菩提本无树,明镜亦非台。本来无一物,何处惹尘埃。”声音尽力清冷,语调尽量平和,还真像那么回事。按理说,一大老爷们儿,刚二十五六岁,怎么念这偈语呢,没来由的看破红尘。

    忽的想起来这话我曾经写在高中时候我所用的那个桃红色的铅笔盒里的课程表上,那艳丽的笔盒上面,印着个大大的呲着牙的沙皮狗头像,奇异的好看。

    当时的自己,火爆、冲动、浑身充满了兴奋的因素,随时随地都可以大笑,情绪激动。也许写这样一句清冷的偈语,真的是为了平和自己的心态吧。

    想起说这偈语的六祖慧能,本是个烧火的粗僧,从来都是不显山不露水的低调。五祖弘忍想找个衣钵弟子,传其法门,就让自己的徒弟们做偈语。徒弟们都知道师傅是什么意思,就有个勤勉的沙弥做了偈语:“身是菩提树,心如明镜台。时时勤拂拭,莫使惹尘埃。”好不好?好!自发的克制、隐忍、分清对错的远离。可是我却明白妖怪的想法,就是这样的端正,让的我没来由的想沾惹,想想看,拉他下来,多好玩。文盲六祖慧能听了,让人帮自己也写了个偈语写在那首的旁边就是那菩提本无树了,这偈语就不能用好不好来评价了,我本是个空,何来沾惹。好像风一吹而过的虚无。文盲的慧能成了六祖。
    但是我真真正正是无法跳出三界外,不在五行中的,因为“白白”的我在桃红色沙皮狗文具盒里的课程表上这首偈语旁边又写了一句话,“一粥一饭当思来处不易,半丝半缕横念物力维艰。”也不错的话,但是不能清净了。
    妖怪也是需要勤俭的,这样才是个有前途的妖怪!真希望自己是个妖怪,也很不错哇,天不怕地不怕的张狂,因为不知道而无所畏惧,所以说,妖怪,是人年轻的时候。

    突然明白,为什么自己这么爱看和尚破戒,哪句话怎么说来着?“世间安得双全法,不负如来不负卿。”纠结的别扭,无理的执着;你到底爱谁?


     

    其实,嘻嘻一笑,无赖的回答:我两个都爱。

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